25th Dec 09' MERRY CHRITMAS?

It's christmas day already, but why ain't there the feeling, the joy, the excitement before chritmas?
It's a special christmas this year, year 2009 is coming to the end and it also meant that my highschool life has ended officially. Life after high school ain't as perfect as I taught. There are so many plans before spm, and it's Chritmas already, I didn't raelly started with the plans yet. That's not it, around 8 more days to go and it's time to attend the national service. What could happen in the camp? From the mouth of the seniors, it sound interesting tho...

Thinking back about highschool life. The most enjoyable year I had was form5. There are just too many things I learned this year. Yes, I ain't good enough in doing social works, I'm not having a good temper, don't really care much or think before I talk which I used to do last time. But hey! This is me! I love the me today comparing the old me. I WAS emo, I WAS! People change!

Form5 was the first year I got myself back into sports, well mainly basketball only. USed to play basketball when I was in pri-school. Yea, that's why I had my size. HAHAHA Still, thorugh it I found the gang of friends, the besties. It was the first year to really take part in a basketball games. Well, it wasn't MSSD, the MSSD is a real embracement for me. All I remembered in MSSD is I rolled myself on the court after not more then 5mins the game started and I'm on bench again. LOL The cahaya cup was at least better. Gotten second runner up when I only attend twice after minor injuries on the second game. What a pro team we have back there. sigh.

After national service it will be the time to get myself into college or uni's. can't picture anything yet. Should I take up hospitality or media studies? I used to think hospitality are part of culinary arts, actually it depends on what course the college offers. Berjaya should be good for hospitality, but it would be hard to get ptptn lond for it I guess. Media studies are under Mass Com, can't decide which collge provides better one yet. Some say should pick up Taylor's or Sunway. Cause it's more famous....

Haiz...maybe just gotta decide later when I have extra time in the camp. :)
Tata! MERRY CHRITMAS! HOHOHO

|H|O|L|I|D|A|Y|

HOLIDAY! 3rd day of holiday.
Still, nothing to do.
The medical check up? Hell, don't mention it.
reach there around 9 this morning.
The nurse is really funny. First she ask me to fill in a form, to make registeration. After an hour she said if you think you're healthy then there's no need to come for the check up. WTF?! My dad didn't go to work early just because he had to fetch me to the clinic, and the whole family had not had the breakfast since, dad taught that they may be blood test for the check up. Man! One hour standing plus the time to find the F*cking clinic. Ridiculous man!

Night, went out for dinner at some place call Puteri, Puchong. One of dad's friend recomand us a chinese shop. The shop name is call "广西仔", the food was nice. Chicken, pork curry, sup inside the coconut & pork with yam. LOL, memang I'm damn good in eating, see my size also know right? HAHAHA One thing sad about it was....I saw something that reminds me of her. Yea, got sudden emo that time. ><' Well, the feeling never stay for long. After dinner it's still kinda early, so we went the IOI mall, never been there for years! It's amazing to see the development that had been carried on. But....you know what? The guard halau us, because we are in a lorry. MAn! WTF is this? Lorry so what? They have the open air car park...but just not to let us to have a place. Suck eggs laaa... Does that means people in lorries got no right to shop? F*ck it man, all we want is to take a walk around and check out is there something special for chirstmas presents. Zzzzzzzz...

C'mon la! NOOB SHOPPING CENTERS! If there's a chance someday in the future, for sure I won't make a shopping center like this.

Sienz, most of the friends are going to cun camp3 this year except me. Haiz...
starting tomorrow, sure lagi bored...no friend online, no ppl come out play ball...Zzz
2week+ who want employ me?
Damn, maybe should find some jobs like promoter. Seem like they only need you to work for them a day or two, and the pay would be okay.
Haiz, that's all for today. Ciaoz

BASKETBALL!

Sienz! SPM finish already. Chinese paper?
Suck la...damn hard. Don't bother to give it second taught, really can die.

Well, atleast SPM is over!
But...everyday rain...
yesterday rain today rain =.=
then there goes mum nagging again

Me: Ma, later I go out ah.
Mum: Go where?
Me: Basketball la...
Mum: got thunder still want play ball? later you become like the fella in the news paper..
Me: ....


Sien right?
Fren ajak play ball in d morning, can't go again. Why?
Cause need to go for medical check up. =.="
Looks like I gotta get throught the doctor's permission only can get myself into the Ns camp.
please don't say i too fat then kena tangguh. if kena tangguh i rather not to go forever!

That's all for today.
tata~

Regret?

REGRETS?
too many things....
what i'd said, what i'd done, what i'd not said & what i'd not done.
sorry....sorry...sorry...sorry yet sorry are still the hardest word to say.
it's pointless, yea i'm emo...
the dudes say, emo r meant for girls...
ok...i got what it meant
when will it come to an end? i think never...
the chinese says...failure is the way to sucess...
as for me, i failed n i will never get up agn...
never is the word.......
i sucked, i doomed, what i loser...
what's not meant to be done is done, there's a better tomorrow? will it be the word never agn?

|S|U|C|K|!

WHAT I'VE DONE?
AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
IT'S A MOST STUPID MOVE EVER!!!!!!!!
NOW WHAT? SOMEONE HANG ME PLSSSS~!

06 Dec 09, Sunday.

Skipped church again.
Don't know why, it just seem so far far away from god..
I can't remember was the last time i prayed quietly...
It's like missing something from the part of life but just don't feel like going that place anymore!
Perhaps, just scared people to ask me about results & also the future studies and stuff.
Man, hate it when this happens! Really lazy to think all bout it..the feelings sucks
It's really stucked in the middle wondering, childishly...
Thinking, hey...why aren't there any replies from friends?
What are friends meant to be for?
To lend you thier helping hand when you need them? to lend you their pairs of ears when you need somebody to give you comfort and advice?
Everything seem gone totally wrong, maybe it just my fault of not being a good-enough friend.
It seem that people will only care much about you when they needed your help, and you will be totally forgotten and abandoned.
It may also been a great reason why I don't dare to go after a girl, no faith? maybe everything was just me. I not as close as how other friends are to their parents, they could just share with the thier parents about everything, well atlesat most of the things but not me. It like, so damn f*cking hard to get somebody to listen to me. Perhaps it's just my attitude. The feelings is weird, when you first taught somebody actually care about you, and then suddenly he/she just abandoned you at the side. Hell, time to get over it. I really gotta think all-over-again and start changing, gotta learned to be a better self, can't depend on others right? But still, I don;t think we are meant to be together, we are from 2 different world, totally opposite, still, you're so beautiful~ that's is always the truth! Goodbyes!

SPM punya 喜、怒、唉、乐！

SPM!
2 more subjects to go - Chemistry and Chinese
It means 2 more days of school.
Most of the friends going to finish thier last paper on 8th but the chinese class gotta stay till 14th Dec..Sad, 6 days! Just gotta wait till 14th and it's game over.

First thing first! I wanna thank all the friends I had around me through the whole secondary life, esspecially during form5!
Also, special thanks to few friends here:

• Aaron & Gary for introducing hardstyle & trance + chatting everything about IT's & Games, it really makes you feel re-charged when you can goes along with the bits!
• Shivvone for the earphone! - I spoiled mine 2 days before spm, thanks to her I can continue listening music from my mp4.
• Joe, Tay and the gang for the time n space to help up with the last minute studies!
  
• Shaatesh & the gang for being good friends, spending time together and can tahan with my low EQ's.
  
• Teachers! - Thanks for all the guidance and patience you had on me, specially to Pn. Nik the one making jokes always, Mr. Lim for not giving up hope on my addmaths, Pn. Guna for the Man in the Mirror by MJ....
• The basketball gang that gave me advice & support when I was so emotionally down.
• Mum & dad with the support always!

So many people to thank with. Thank you for walking throungh this part of life in my secondary school life! Please forgive my wrong doing, thank you for laughing even when my joke ain't funny.

Well, here's a short update. I really like to call it 'SPM punya 喜、怒、唉、乐！'

喜!
Hmmm..喜?
LIKEY!!!!
Hahaha, maybe just because of the unstability of hormones inside the body,
seem like having a crush on some body again?
LoL!
Okay lah, this she is really diff from anyone..
Suddenly it's like 'SHE's THE ONE!' *rofl*
The Angel fall from the sky...
Basically it's like she around all the time,
Her smiles are just so sweet!
Belief it or not? It's really like what the songs lyrics always goes with,
'she's the first and the last t
Friendly, active, open-minded..bla bla bla,
sorry la I'm not good in describing things.
before this there nothing but as it carries on for sometime,
it's like been 'strucked' by her..
too bad la, as long as I know her family quite rich,
according to her she's going overseas to continue with her studies next year.
No more chance lu..can only see her one more day, that's it!
Once was thinking should I like I ask her out or something,
ofcause didn't dare to do so...maybe just stay as friends huh?
Planing to pay her a visit next year, if got time+money la =)

怒!
Nothing much la..
Just bit tulan with some noob a$$ when I were reading Namewee's blog.
He talk like a 3 yr-old kid, talking rubbish around, commenting on chinese.
Haiz, government really give bad impressions to others la.
Why la like this?
In the text book they always say we must learn how to live in a country
in peace and harmony. =.=

唉!~
唉~ My addmaths and physics paper..
Hopefully can get me into MMU la...
Dissapointed with myself la, dah biasa tak belajar sungguh2,
last minute also 'buat hantam' only.

乐!
Yes! 2 more paper to go!
Haopefully can go genting with friends la, but looks like gotta depend on my dad's decision.
NS in kubu bharu, mana tau same camp with chin yoong..
Good also la, CNY can tumpang his car balik tsm.
3 weeks holiday and then NS!
Really in holiday mood ad, holiday where are you~

What an AMAZING SPEECH!

Raised in Vancouver and Toronto, Severn Cullis-Suzuki has been camping and hiking all her life. When she was 9 she started the Environmental Children's Organization (ECO), a small group of children...

I wanna be a director!

LOLS! I don't know why. So sudden huh?
So many ideas, so many dreams..just pops into my mind.
Any one have any interest to make vids? find me... XD
Seriously that I had this urge of making a vids about teenage life.
I want to show the adults, how really children thinks about it.
OMG! I'm so not down to earth! hahahahaha

Counter strike?! LOL Products presents:

Found out some cool dudes from youtube. As i was just searching around for more info on the japanese buffet that i'm going to have later on with couple of friends.
These cool dudes just show something up man! Check out their funny cs vids! :D

BullShyts!

Hell, holiday eh? Lifeless, total.
Facing the computer continuously more then 6hrs, then sleep, eat, computer agn.
Zzz...whats more to be done the whole holiday?
DotA is starting to be irritating.
I don't get it. I just feel dota shows me what person am i. Self-centered, cocky? emo?
Idk! I never touch any of my books. None of them. Only study like one and a half hour during tuition. That's it.
I wonder, will i still get to concentrate on studies anymore?
SPM's coming!2 months! 2 months!!!!! I'm still fking lazy to touch d damn book.
Zzzz! How to communicate with humans? i don't know!
Things start to goes wrong every-now-and-then. Head is thinking also sorts of non-sense. What kinda you ask? Had you ever had the mind thinking that anyone you met on the road. Anyone that you don't know? And you start imagining they got hit by a car or something? I don't get it. Especially when i saw someone going accros the road, the taught will just bump into my head. BANG! Am i going psycho? Gaddamn it!
I wanted to hang out with friends. But i don't know should I ask parents about it or not. The feelings just got hold back when i wanted to ask. I don't know why. Things just hard to explain may be? Geeezzz...crazy! Am I stuck in my own world??
ZZZzzzzz..

Obsessed! - I found this interesting...


The Proposal! This is totally funny!


My sister's keeper. sad sad sad... T.T


I Love YOu Beth Cooper! - This really drive teenagers crazy! LOL!!!!


The Skeptic! Horror movie...creepy..lol


PUSH! - EXCITING!


Love You Man - ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New moon movie trailer?

Haha...As usual, checking out on youtube finding for some nice new movies trailers..
I found this! It just made my day! L-O-L!!!

The lion sleeps tonight?

Internet dating?

Hahahaha.. Look at what I got to share this time.
A lil ticklish..><
That's why, never trust too much of unknown people!

Raining....

I wonder...is it rainning season?
It had been raining recently. It's actually raining now. =-="
So many people's getting sick.
Wait, is it because of the weather or the pressure from the exams?
Both? Hahahaha.
Damn it. 12 more hours till noon. That will be the end of my last paper--bio. And YES!
That will be it...end of trials! One week holiday off!
Can't wait! 12 more hours to go!!! COUNT DOWN!
I don't know am I going to sleep again during the exam or what I'll be up to.
The hormones inside me is going unstable these days. I can go mad in no time and back to normal after a minute. Whattt laaaa...girl meh? Having period ka? LOL?!
Biology sux! >.<

Well, since I disconnected from a game just now. So, get myself sometime in browsing thru YouTube. Hmmm... I got a short vid about the education we had today. I wonder what will it be if the incident happen in my school. LOL!!!

LOL!

Hahaha. YouTube! A famous broadcast site!
Today as I were browsing through, finding some nice singaporean comedy. I found this!
The story line is quite nice, and there a sense of humor. Although the acts are not so well done. Still, it brings up a smile on that face. :)

Enjoy.

Gaming spreeeee!

Games are tempting! Yes it is!
As for now, my head is always thinking about DotA.
DotA....DotA.....and still DotA
Btw, just finished a game. My troll, really are useful when I'm fully equpied.
I don't think it's just game, it do teachers us patience.
Also, keep us thinking strategies.
Bwaahahahahahahahah

I believes what happens in life is not ain't a co-incidence. Before this, was fully attracted in a game called Sudden Attack. Mean while, so called having a 'crush' on a girl knowing her less then a month. LOL! What to do...teenagers ma...suffering from physical changes, emotional changes and perhaps hormones changes. Okay, this reminds me a passage I had when i sit for my eng's paper few days back. It's a text all about teenage's life. For example, their changes during this period. What parents thinks about them, how they react and so on. Anyway, who give a shyt on that stupid story. As long as I know trails making everyone sick. As for now, it's also the season where influenza spreads rapidly. There's also parts of people out there in Malaysia suffering H1N1. What to do, virus was caused by human themselves, we can't blame it on others.

Well, there are just times where people thinks that they understands things, but in actualy fact there are not. Esspeacially for single child like me, you never know what's on my mind. Because, we don't really share secrets with others. Why? Cause it's not easy to mind someone to talk about yourself, some body that are really willing to listen yo your taughs. I do really envy people that are really close to their parents, and those who had siblings at home. Although it seems that they may fight over a small matter but still there's always someone that are willing to help you, to give you advice. Haiz....

Gotta learn to be a better self! Other then trusting others. :)

Can't wait till next Friday.....it's gonna be |H-O-L-I-D-A-Y| !!
Hmmm....30th will be Shaathesh's BD, whole bunch of monies planing for an outing during that week and to have BBQ for dinner. LOL. Last minute planers.. See la what's we going to have after the trails. That 7 days, gotta make full use of it la! Wahahahahaha...

Good luck to PMR & SPM candidates!
'We are the champions...my friend.......' - Queen

时间vs人生？

时间不等人啊！好快，又是要考预试了。
问我可有压力么？ 我不知道。
有时，真的很想解开这问题。
若神是创造这世上宇宙万物的话，为何创造人呢？

完。

Fire Burning - Sean Kingston

Kingston
Let’s Go
Hey, hey, hey
Red One
Hey Hey
Shawty got that super thing
Hotter than the sun of south in spain
Got me soon as I walked through the door
My pocket started tickle-ing
The way she dropped it low that thang
Got me wanna spend my money on her, her

She get it pop it lock it drop it,
That birthday cake,
Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away
Now take my red, black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire,
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Fire burning fire burning

That body is a masterpiece
The order is one in every hundred years
But ain’t no doubt i’m taking it home
I'M AFRAID WE'LL BLOW THEM LEGS
Little mama game is about to change
She’ll be on covers over the world

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red, black card and my jewellery
[ Sean Kingston Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around
Hey
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more
Hey
She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around
??? get outta my way , everybody, sing it now
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red , black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Somebody call 911

Life is not a coincidence. -Psalm 90:10

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that

person..

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need

you have expressed.

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with

guidance and support,

To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,

this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an

end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.

Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire

fulfilled, their work is done.

The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has

come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,

things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional

foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson,

love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other

relationships and areas of your life.

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,

whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime .

GUARDIAN ANGEL

Angels exist, only sometimes they haven't got wings and we call them

friends; you are one of them.

Tagged by YoonG & BaoLinG

01. Who was your last text from?
Nicholas

02. Where was your default picture taken?
school, in the class last year. XP

03. Your relationship status?
Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Don't mention about it.

05. What is your current mood?
Retarded.

06. How many pets do you have?
Do fish count as pet too? ( having a pet dog) :)

07. What are your pet(s) names?
Ruffy....no names for the fish....

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Heaven.

09. Have a crazy side?
I'm crazy, NOW.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Not really. Dreamed before, never experience one tho.

11. Something you do a lot?
Sitting in front of the comp.

12. Angry at anyone?
Ya, myself.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Herself. She says:" I don't wanna be like Cinderella sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar waiting for somebody." >.<

14. When was the last time you cried?
Can't remember.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
I would do anything for anyone, if i'm feeling to.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Her, her, her, her, her, her, her......the list continues. =X

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad

18. What is your favorite song?
Don't really had one, i just listen to it as long as it's nice.

19. What are you doing right now?
Going crazy.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Brothers!

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I'm not wearing at shirt now... =P

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
None.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Idk.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Fail.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Her....

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying out of my ass!

27. What are you listening to?
I'm on skype...

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Can't remember...

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
No idea, i remember yelling at court juz now...

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
How diff?

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Yoong.

33. Who was the last person to make you angry?
My english teacher.

34. What do you hear?
Sound?

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
curly...

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Nope.

37. Do you have a best friend?
Duh?

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
like DUH

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Ya...ytd...

41. Are you happy with life right now?
No...not for now!

42. Are you currently jealous?
NO.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
None.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Going on the internet.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Who never had?

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Oh my, it's getting pathetic.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Ya.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
Can't remember.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
Slept early.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Not even once.

Man in the Mirror - MJ

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

National Service.

It's June now, everybody just seems to be crazy about PLKN!
Yupe, been chosen to be part of the program too.
How does it feel being the 'lucky' one, you ask?
Argh...no idea. It's like happy+worry now.
Happy, cause some of them says it helps you to gain muscle, so perhaps i can grow fitter and become much handsome as a result? hahahaha..
But, the newspaper were talking about a malay fella died in the camp, that really put parents into worries. Yet, seniors told us that the program is filled with full of excitement and joy.
Oh my, one more month for the trials.
She really did make me gone crazy, but it's time to focus on studies.
We still can be friends couldn't we? 3days are like 3 years for me. >.<
So not the mood to study....

Random.

I don't know why. It just God just does miracles eh?
Yupe, was sharing the feelings with a friend. It feels much better!
Not just that, a passage i read somewhere not too long ago pop into my head.
"God will never give us something too hard to handle"
I don't know, it just cleared up my mind!
Live life to the max! bwahahahaha!

Tagged by Yoong..

1.Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to be kissed?
-No idea...I'll let you know when i found out! XD

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
-emo-ing...

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
-With bunch of kk n tsm basketball friends

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
-IDK

5. Will you ever donate blood?
-Yes, I have chance.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-Nope, just normal friend.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
-Me, just for temporally.

8. What does your last text msg say?
-"Come court la weih..Me and nic going.."

9. What are you thinking of right now?
-Her.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
-Yea, someone I could actually shout or to listen what I'm complaining about.

11. What time did you go to bed last night?
-1.15am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
-What's tee? lol

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
-Yupe

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
-Khee Soon, just about the KRS meeting.

Ten lucky people to do this quiz:
1. Nicholas
2. Wei Siang
3. Aaron Kho
4. Joyce tay
5. Pooi San
6. Mervyn
7. Kelly weai
8. Yoong
9. Melvin
10. Kevin

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
-None

16. Is no.3 a male or female?
-Male. duh?

17. If no.7 and no.1 got together, would it be good?
-No idea. Should be.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
-Arts.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
-Erh, this morning?

20. Is no.4 single?
-Maybe. Not close to her also.

21. Say something about no.2.
- Super 'yin yang kan'

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
-Err...no idea. Best brother of the year? lols

23. Describe no.9.
- Like a brother, just becasue he likes to comment! =X

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?
-Impossible for it to happen. They don't know each other.

25. Do you like no.8?
-Obviously! He's my bro! :)

To Make A Change.

Yes, Things never turn out to be perfect.
It's time to make up the final decision but it just seems so hard. Tho, I know i gotta try.
Going after her? Or give up, forget what happened, move on and focus on studies?
4 more months, just 4 more months...8 weeks left to catch up.... (so dead)

Back to the emo world.

Yupe, I know it sounds pathetic. Sometimes it just so hard to control your own emotions. Things just tends to happen at a time to bring one's feeling down.
MJ left the world. People all around the world are talking about him. His pass. From he first stands on stage at the age of 5 till today. He'd become famous. How many people mourn for him, miss him because of his death? No body knows, his voice, no matter how stays in our heart.

That wasn't it. How would you feel, when you even failed in getting a girls number? Just the darn number! Ya, small matter. No it's NOT! I regreting now, for not staying with the decision I made. I should not have think about anyone anytime at this age. It's just not the right time yet. SPM is so freaking near, and i know i have not done any part of revision yet! Yes, indeed it was amazing seeing me to advice a friend. Telling him, failure is not the end of the world, it's just the begining! Indeed, I really didn't give-up at the first place. Not even abit before my cousin sisters.

Saturday, it was open-day. Ok, I got my report card. What was my result? I got 6 G's on the list!
Parents will just get the nagging started, again with the 'grandpa/grandma stories'.

And so, Sunday just droped by. I tot it were to be exciting meeting my cousins. It had been sometime that they went overseas for studies and work. At first, indeedn it was exciting meeting them. As they their conversation continues after dinner, it really put me into doom. Why? Because...
1. They are freakingly good in their studies.
2. I was staying left behind, out of topic. Sitting alone, listening to music while waiting time to pass.
3. They talk about going shopping, going movie, going vacation and stuff. As example, 'When was the last time we went Taiwan?' "I think it was in 2006" 'Eh, no la...Mine was 2005' .....
4. They always get to have something much advanced, and mostly they will get what they wants!
5. They talk to me about scholarships, which I know it's IMPOSSIBLE for me to get.

C'mon la weih! Money, everything it's about MONEY! I know la my parents can't effort to give me these. I don't wanna make my parent's feel bad about it just becasue they can't treat me exactly like my aunties or uncles treat my cousins. It was like once in a blue moon i get to watch movies with friends in cinema. I was like NEVER been to countries like Taiwan? I don't even have the chance. The last time i went overseas was years back. Going to China for a vacation, and I'm only 5yr old! They don't have to care if they really lost their essential items, their parents can effort to replace new ones for them! Argh! Also, even fail in asking number from a girl! Life sux! Zzzz... Get me outta here!

Goodbye MJ~

It was indeed a sad news that the legend- King of pop had fallen. He was only 50 year-old. It was just about time that he wants to accomplish his dreams of having 50 concerts through out the world. Any how, he earns full-respect from people. His voice had been to this earth, bringing joy and madness to the world. The voice of his lives forever! R.I.P MJ

Why so serious?

Yea, Batman: The Dark Knight was a nice movie. The joker was the fav character.
It's now become the words beside the mouth now. " Why so serious?! "

The Joker: "Why...so serious? fool. Hahahaha!''

Tiring Saturday... < random >

Dota till two something in the morning and amazingly woke up at 7am.
Just gotta go school to help with the KRS activity, having the chance to be one of the in-charged was nice. The best part is that you can see people running around the school under the rain just to find the correct station to finish up the so called 'Treasure Hunt' task! LOL!
I don't get it why i went for it. Was in KRS for like years, till now not even having a pangkat. It really did made me feel retarted. ><

Argh, time passed so faz... just came back from bible study...
Wanted to dota with few pals...and they just left me behind...
zzzzzzzz!

Mid Yr result...

Mid yr...had failed for few subject now.
Time to work hard. Around 12 more weeks left.
What the point giving up when you know you haven't give it your best shot right?
July test, i'm gonna own you! For sure! Btw, i guess it's time for me to mind my language in school.
Nobody wants to end up his high school life without finish it right? >.<

We're #3!

Gratz to all team mates~!

Hahaha...tho didn't really get to play in the game but yea at least we got #3...

#4 Martin - Our team's 'Yao Ming', he's so freaking tall!

#5 - The one tat get his leg injured 5mins right before the game starts =.="

#6 Han Yong - My school's u15 captain.

#7 Frederick - Captain of the team!

#8 Vincent - Good player! Charged with super energy!

#9 Kok Chong - aka. 'kok kok gai'! LOL! from kk school!

#10 Ah Teck - ps...forget what's his real name again. we call him teh tarik. also from KK school.

#11 Kuan Hong - the cute boy from our school's u15 team. Great controller of the game!

#12 Kent - He's the.. Lee Hom... ROFL! kk school...

#13 Teddy - Study in kk, live in tsm. He's the one that invited us to join this compeition.

#14 Asmi- This guy, he is like a terminator! Super strong+hard body! Even Fred can't push him. Just imagine that la. Btw, he's from kk school.

#15 Our famous 'na pet' rong! LOL!!!!

*ATTENTION*

To spot so special what's so special winnimg this game is that our team was formed by 6 sri muda & 6 KK school student, AND we NEVER did get the chance to train together!! Yet, we still turn up to be the second runner-up!!!! :)

Sorry guys that I didn't show up anymore after my leg injury, got some issue with parents after that... ><' It's was a great disapointment not to join you guys in the semi finals.

One last day to have fun till the end of SPM! It's study time~

Was not in the last photo. Like i said, X jadi pergi. sad.... ><

End.

Sudden Attack SEA!!!! RaWr!

Oh no! Don't know for what reason, games are just so the addictive!

For now, as you can see, i'm so the addicted to SA!!Haiyo, can only play few more days, next week gonna start study 99 d. Don't even dare to think whats going to happen, or planing what going to do next...holiday~

one week gone~ T.T

Why do time seems to pass extremely fast during holidays?
A week has pass now...argh!
Let me rewind my memory what had i done through out the holiday...


Friday, today is teachers day...
Ponteng-ed, went out to SP with some friends. Let see, not really close ones. LOL
First thing, the girls went to booked the tickets for the movie, Terminator..
Then went for arcade, money just finish up in blinks of eye, ken-wan was good at playing the street fighter game. Hahaha, saya pulak kena bungkus kao kao...><
After everyone been spending quite some amount of money at the arcade, we decided to go for window shopping..Meet up one of the buddy, Arshad that had just moved to Johol last month after having lunch at the Mc D.
Dah la kenyang, kenalah buat exercise sikitkan?
So, met up with those girls agn and went for bowling, den movie...
Terminator, i will rate 6 out of 10...the graphic are ok only lah, for my opinion it's a waste of time and money to watch such a movie, when i can watch it online at home happily... LOL
Movie finish around 5pm...den..can't remember what we did.. X.X

Ok lah, fast forward to 6.35pm, most of us decided to went back early by bus...since the girls and wei meng got trasport utk balik.

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Here we go, back.....
We decided to follow another way back, instead of taking the bus to the Batu 3 staition, we went to the bus stop infront of the PJ Hilton hotel, Asia Jaya...tell you what, it's a BAD decission!
Were stucked there for more then an hour!!! Thanks to YSS la for leading the way...lol ( no offence, i know you can't control the bus either) .
During that one hour was really sometime for few of us to sit down and chat..And yea, one thing I can hardly forget. There's this fitness First center right infront of the station and ken-wan is there keep reminding me about it...zzz
FITNESS FIRST MAN! LOL

Muka X tau malu! =P

Oh yea, FITNESS FIRST!

By 9+ baru la kami samapi kat Sri Muda safely...happy kick start of holiday! ;)



Fast forward to Monday.......
Today is the match!! Cahaya cup. Our team was playing good.
Gratz with the nice first round of wining with the score 20-21. Leading by 1 point!
Hahaha...

Wednesday...
Today's our second match. Rush to NTS resturant before 12 waiting for the van.
Fred and few others were in kk. But something happen, we lost one of our team mate, ken was not at his home, nor bus station nor the palce we plan to meet. Great, the clock are ticking, and it's 12:15pm. Our game is 1pm!!! Ken is lost in NO WHERE! HELL....
No choice, kena la dtg fetch the rest of the team mate waiting in Sri Muda and rush to Seri Chaya...On our way rushing baru Ken phone us..zzz
Rong went to orphange for the psk project, so 2 team mates were left behind...
We reached there just in time. Mana tau, someone else from other school had slam sampai the ring drop. Good for us la, game posponed. Too bad we had not have the time to fetch ken, if we know we had the time he will be there with us. Haiya~
Here's the worst part, while waiting for the ring to be fixed, went another side of court just to warm myself abit. What to do, last minute baru bagi tau masuk first 5, nervous la sikit kan?
Less then 5 mins before the game, jump and took a rebound. Masa turun, terpijak somebody's kaki, 'krack!' jatuh! wah, senangnya utk imagine, a man with more then a hundred kg felt down!
hahaha...It hurts..A LOT! Ok, bertahan la...the ring dah fixed d..
At the end, memang masuk first 5, haven't finish first quarter dah X tahan dah.... ><
Haiz...Well, still we won! Can't remember what's the score, i think it's 3x-2x..

Thursday, we had our third match...Unable to go!
Can't even stand properly in the morning...don't even think of walking lah...
Luckily the pill i found from the fridge works, by afternoon the pain has gone down...
Still, gratz to the team leader, Fred & team mates! We made it to the semi-finals!
^^

Argh, we going to face the last year's champion team this coming monday...
Are we going to make it? to the quarter? final? champion?
May God be with us and grant us safety! AMEN!

|H-O-L-I-D-A-Y|

OH yea! After three whole weeks!And today-- last paper and off to HOLIDAY!
Haiz.....holiday still gotta finish up the krs t- shirt, addmath folio, pk project and stuff..
The worst will be pk project, thx to 'great' teacher and gotta sacrifice some of the happy time..lol
Hopefully Bro. Andrew could help me with most of the work! ><
wonder who could help me with the krs t-shirt thinggy... or else....die lah!

5 more months, only 5 more months left to study for spm...
yes, no matter what it's important and will be worth to suffer for( according to the elders alh)..
been thinking what will be my interest and what to study after spm, culinary arts? or perhaps I.T....everything depends on results i guess, tho no point dat dream about it...no matter what, I belief God has his plan on me, i will follow the plan! ^^

Moday going for cahaya cup...dunno why out of the sudden dn't feel like going it d..haiz
Hopefully can win something nia...


“对未来的规划，我想都没想过，想太多的人反而会无法专心，假如一直在思考该怎么走，反而永远都到不了目的地，倒不如勇敢的走一步在说...” --潘健成

说得来好啊！我该向你为模范， 学习你的勇敢上进的精神！哈哈哈


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Pick A Cake!

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