BASKETBALL!

Sienz! SPM finish already. Chinese paper?
Suck la...damn hard. Don't bother to give it second taught, really can die.

Well, atleast SPM is over!
But...everyday rain...
yesterday rain today rain =.=
then there goes mum nagging again

Me: Ma, later I go out ah.
Mum: Go where?
Me: Basketball la...
Mum: got thunder still want play ball? later you become like the fella in the news paper..
Me: ....


Sien right?
Fren ajak play ball in d morning, can't go again. Why?
Cause need to go for medical check up. =.="
Looks like I gotta get throught the doctor's permission only can get myself into the Ns camp.
please don't say i too fat then kena tangguh. if kena tangguh i rather not to go forever!

That's all for today.
tata~

Regret?

REGRETS?
too many things....
what i'd said, what i'd done, what i'd not said & what i'd not done.
sorry....sorry...sorry...sorry yet sorry are still the hardest word to say.
it's pointless, yea i'm emo...
the dudes say, emo r meant for girls...
ok...i got what it meant
when will it come to an end? i think never...
the chinese says...failure is the way to sucess...
as for me, i failed n i will never get up agn...
never is the word.......
i sucked, i doomed, what i loser...
what's not meant to be done is done, there's a better tomorrow? will it be the word never agn?

|S|U|C|K|!

WHAT I'VE DONE?
AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!
IT'S A MOST STUPID MOVE EVER!!!!!!!!
NOW WHAT? SOMEONE HANG ME PLSSSS~!

06 Dec 09, Sunday.

Skipped church again.
Don't know why, it just seem so far far away from god..
I can't remember was the last time i prayed quietly...
It's like missing something from the part of life but just don't feel like going that place anymore!
Perhaps, just scared people to ask me about results & also the future studies and stuff.
Man, hate it when this happens! Really lazy to think all bout it..the feelings sucks
It's really stucked in the middle wondering, childishly...
Thinking, hey...why aren't there any replies from friends?
What are friends meant to be for?
To lend you thier helping hand when you need them? to lend you their pairs of ears when you need somebody to give you comfort and advice?
Everything seem gone totally wrong, maybe it just my fault of not being a good-enough friend.
It seem that people will only care much about you when they needed your help, and you will be totally forgotten and abandoned.
It may also been a great reason why I don't dare to go after a girl, no faith? maybe everything was just me. I not as close as how other friends are to their parents, they could just share with the thier parents about everything, well atlesat most of the things but not me. It like, so damn f*cking hard to get somebody to listen to me. Perhaps it's just my attitude. The feelings is weird, when you first taught somebody actually care about you, and then suddenly he/she just abandoned you at the side. Hell, time to get over it. I really gotta think all-over-again and start changing, gotta learned to be a better self, can't depend on others right? But still, I don;t think we are meant to be together, we are from 2 different world, totally opposite, still, you're so beautiful~ that's is always the truth! Goodbyes!

SPM punya 喜、怒、唉、乐！

SPM!
2 more subjects to go - Chemistry and Chinese
It means 2 more days of school.
Most of the friends going to finish thier last paper on 8th but the chinese class gotta stay till 14th Dec..Sad, 6 days! Just gotta wait till 14th and it's game over.

First thing first! I wanna thank all the friends I had around me through the whole secondary life, esspecially during form5!
Also, special thanks to few friends here:

• Aaron & Gary for introducing hardstyle & trance + chatting everything about IT's & Games, it really makes you feel re-charged when you can goes along with the bits!
• Shivvone for the earphone! - I spoiled mine 2 days before spm, thanks to her I can continue listening music from my mp4.
• Joe, Tay and the gang for the time n space to help up with the last minute studies!
  
• Shaatesh & the gang for being good friends, spending time together and can tahan with my low EQ's.
  
• Teachers! - Thanks for all the guidance and patience you had on me, specially to Pn. Nik the one making jokes always, Mr. Lim for not giving up hope on my addmaths, Pn. Guna for the Man in the Mirror by MJ....
• The basketball gang that gave me advice & support when I was so emotionally down.
• Mum & dad with the support always!

So many people to thank with. Thank you for walking throungh this part of life in my secondary school life! Please forgive my wrong doing, thank you for laughing even when my joke ain't funny.

Well, here's a short update. I really like to call it 'SPM punya 喜、怒、唉、乐！'

喜!
Hmmm..喜?
LIKEY!!!!
Hahaha, maybe just because of the unstability of hormones inside the body,
seem like having a crush on some body again?
LoL!
Okay lah, this she is really diff from anyone..
Suddenly it's like 'SHE's THE ONE!' *rofl*
The Angel fall from the sky...
Basically it's like she around all the time,
Her smiles are just so sweet!
Belief it or not? It's really like what the songs lyrics always goes with,
'she's the first and the last t
Friendly, active, open-minded..bla bla bla,
sorry la I'm not good in describing things.
before this there nothing but as it carries on for sometime,
it's like been 'strucked' by her..
too bad la, as long as I know her family quite rich,
according to her she's going overseas to continue with her studies next year.
No more chance lu..can only see her one more day, that's it!
Once was thinking should I like I ask her out or something,
ofcause didn't dare to do so...maybe just stay as friends huh?
Planing to pay her a visit next year, if got time+money la =)

怒!
Nothing much la..
Just bit tulan with some noob a$$ when I were reading Namewee's blog.
He talk like a 3 yr-old kid, talking rubbish around, commenting on chinese.
Haiz, government really give bad impressions to others la.
Why la like this?
In the text book they always say we must learn how to live in a country
in peace and harmony. =.=

唉!~
唉~ My addmaths and physics paper..
Hopefully can get me into MMU la...
Dissapointed with myself la, dah biasa tak belajar sungguh2,
last minute also 'buat hantam' only.

乐!
Yes! 2 more paper to go!
Haopefully can go genting with friends la, but looks like gotta depend on my dad's decision.
NS in kubu bharu, mana tau same camp with chin yoong..
Good also la, CNY can tumpang his car balik tsm.
3 weeks holiday and then NS!
Really in holiday mood ad, holiday where are you~

What an AMAZING SPEECH!

Raised in Vancouver and Toronto, Severn Cullis-Suzuki has been camping and hiking all her life. When she was 9 she started the Environmental Children's Organization (ECO), a small group of children...

I wanna be a director!

LOLS! I don't know why. So sudden huh?
So many ideas, so many dreams..just pops into my mind.
Any one have any interest to make vids? find me... XD
Seriously that I had this urge of making a vids about teenage life.
I want to show the adults, how really children thinks about it.
OMG! I'm so not down to earth! hahahahaha